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@BOCAJ Aug 3 RECOMMENDS
YOUR SOUL CRIES
I think that getting a runny nose is a way of your soul crying. Especially when your moving about your life in a way that makes you question it. The very asking of the question makes it true.
/ philosophy /Beyond the Boundary / Soulful
@BOCAJ JUL 27 RECOMMENDS
FUCK YOU IF YOU LIKE AI
So Anthropic is buying hell of books, scanning them, and then shredding them apart-all to feed their AI system. Shit, not to mention the amount and the rarity of what they get their hands on, because money means nothing to corporate greed. In what dystopian world do we live to see that?
Knowledge exists for the people for the sake of progress and bettering of humanity as a whole, not as subscription paywalls or AI bots. If you ever read Fahrenheit 451, you know how fucked this all feels the closer we get to the point of no return.
Ray Bradbury, if you could see how well you predicted everything, man, you'd be damned.
We are actively living through the burning of Alexandria.
/philosophy /anti-ai /stop-ai
@RAINYDAYVIBES ASKED JUL 1
IQOTD: WHAT DO YOU THINK Is YOU'RE THEME SONG
THEY CALL ME TWO TWO
@BOCAJ Jun 3 REPLIED
"JACOB TWO TWO"
/music /animation /tv-land
@BOCAJ Jul 1 RECOMMENDS
RECYCLE THAT SHIT BRUH
Im poor so I can't help but make sure I don't throw anything away
Empty plastic containers-My goto Pots for plants
If I need something-I build it-
Need an arm table thingy for my thingy-found wood -build it
Broken box for small spoons-Nahh hold my rocks
Throw away bread container-Home to my paints
Trashy crate from frat party I found on the sidewalk near TU- Records Enthusiasts wish they could*
Mail tube from a banner my job order-Sir I see I cigarette
Old Spirit Halloween candy bag from 2016 Holds even more junk I'm gonna recycle
My point it's incredibly easy to recycle and create closed loop systems with in one's own life. You don't have to spend a fortune to get that thing you so desperately thought you needed.
Dont Go out and waste more resources for an itch you simply could've scratched yourself
/crafts /little-things
@LONGVIEW_BASSLINE13 ASKED JUN 25
ANY THEORIES ON THE BACKROOMS MOVIE?
BACKROOMS
@BOCAJ Jun 26 REPLIED
One theory I have on the Backrooms-completely personal, by the way, not official lore-is that they are the physical accumulation of forgotten space. I'm talking about the places right under our noses that are entirely ignored, like the dusty corners behind TVs, places where you move an object once and it stays there forever, cut-off billboard parking lots, hidden alleys, or even shadows that never get seen.
When a space stays completely unused forever, it loses its connection to our reality and becomes "forgotten space energy."
My theory stems from what we know about dimensions. The biggest multiverse theory suggests there's another version of you and me in a different universe, but what if
we exist completely outside the universe? Imagine a 5D Observer that is no longer trapped in a timeline, variable of existence, or standard dimension. This observer acts like a type of cosmic black hole, and it sustains itself on that forgotten space energy. Because it exists outside of a fixed dimension with no set beginning or end, it can't create an origin or a brand-new reality from scratch. Instead, it takes the pieces of forgotten space it has pulled in and puts them together like a giant jigsaw puzzle. It uses the bits of reality we abandon or forget the most-the old malls, the empty halls, and the closed-down indoor pools-and stitches them together into the Backrooms.
To add to this, think about the furniture and objects we see that look highly blended or glitched into the environment. I don't believe those are actual physical items pulled from our world. Instead, they are more like copies growing directly out of the walls, almost like mushrooms growing out of a decaying log. This ties directly into the entity or monster that wanders the halls. If we look back at the very original Backrooms concept from years ago, it was just the pure essence of a forgotten, nostalgic maze-there was no creature hunting you. That was integrated later. In my theory, that monster is actually a distorted copy of yourself. When you wander into this space, you are breaking the fundamental rules of reality.
The moment you start feeling that heavy nostalgia or deep uneasiness, those emotions act as an anchor for the black hole observer. It feeds on those past memories and uses them to manifest a past version of you. It becomes a twisted entity that wants nothing more than to erase you from its world, just as you would want to erase a monster from yours.
/liminal-spaces /theory
@BOCAJ Jun 25 RECOMMENDS
LIVEEVIL
I am two mirrors
facing each other,
split in half-
not the same.
Twins of one face
I'm
two mirrors
engulfed in endless
waves
in a single frame.
I'm
two mirrors:
sounds of ached pain,
etched endlessly,
bends.
I'm two mirrors
wishing
to break.
/poetry /writing /poems
@CHIRAL-HAEMOMANCER ASKED JUN 24
IS THERE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE THAT CALLS YOU LIKE THE GREEN GOBLIN MASK TO NORMAN OSBORN?
GIFS!
@BOCAJ JUN 24 REPLIED
They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but a GIF? A GIF is a collection of multiples, each loop telling a complete, living story.
How lucky are we that we get to use these tiny pieces of moving art to express exactly how we feel? They don't get the reckoning or the respect they deserve.
They are the legacy of the original web dwellers-the indie designers of the past who used them to make the early internet feel alive.
My Calling is to find and share them within the new
Digital World.
/webcore /little-things /gif-archive
@BOCAJ JUNE 23 RECOMMENDS
AS A CAPRICORN I THRIVE ON WORK
On my grave the recipe from my City famous cheese dip
The Italian Inn Cheese Spread Recipe
Ingredients:
24 ounces Wisconsin cold pack cheddar cheese (let it soften first)
1/2 cup salad dressing (specifically Miracle Whip)
1 tablespoon garlic powder
1 tablespoon fresh garlic, minced very finely
1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
1 teaspoon Tabasco sauce
Instructions:
Let the cold pack cheddar sit out until it softens up.
Throw all the ingredients into a mixer.
Blend it on
medium speed until it is completely smooth and creamy.
The Italian Inn traditionally served this in a small bowl surrounded by hot breadsticks, celery sticks, carrot strips, and sweet Italian peppers.
Thank You Tulsa, My beloved yours truly, A Fruity Okie.
/Vibes /Capricorn /Food
@BOCAJ Mar 10 RECOMMENDS
LISTENING TO THIS
May Cure Or Cripple Depression
/Love /Sharing /Saying Hello
@BOCAJ Mar 9
REMINDER: DON'T LOSE YOUR WHIMSY
/Love /Sharing /Saying Hello
@BOCAJ Mar 8 RECOMMENDS
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
"I can't take credit for this, but I believe the saying that true lovers are two halves of a soul split at birth. These two forever yearn for each like two forces magnetized by one another. Meeting is the very essence of their journey.
Once these souls' temples catch that fire in each other's eyes, it's done. Those very ancient echoes vibrate and awaken each other; a state of consciousness awakening; an inner state given to and by each other. The closest thing I can come up with to define it is an infinity sign, flowing forever from one point toward the other and back again.
I also think it's a lovely thing to reference the heart, because the heart works the same way with oxygen: a state of forever, a state of give and change, and so on.
In addition, it is said that we are born from stardust, and thus to dust we shall return. Being true lovers is the same way. If we are, in fact, made of stars-take two stars and place them in an enclosed space; they physically cannot exist together. In doing so, collision is inevitable and a black hole is created. I think this "black hole" is heartbreak: it consumes everything and all things.
When someone goes through heartbreak, everything in their life changes; it is exactly as a black hole. It consumes our thoughts and emotions, and almost takes a physical toll on one's soul.
But don't worry, since I'm already using space analogies and such, I'll go forward: recent theories have proposed that black holes vanish through Hawking radiation-a form of "fizzle out" for a black hole. This is a major breakthrough when it comes to Love. I believe, just like a fizzling-out black hole, your particles are broadcasted out, reborn, and then you get to meet your love again. That is the very meaning that brings you back to each other every time.
/philosophy /writing /vent
STRAWBERRY JAM WITH VANILLA ICING
SWEETTREAT YESS SWEET TREAT!
S/o To my Sister Gloria ❤️
/Treat /Desserts /PINK
WHY DO I FEEL SO ALONE IN THE DIGITAL AGE?
Why do I feel like I'm so alone
in this digital age? And it's not like
I'm not happy
more
or less. I would like to have some people to talk to about whatever things. looking for this trope of massive following I genuinely want to make a connection using technology genuinely want to know how people feel what is it that aches in their hearts?
I NEED MORE NCHE ALTERNATIVE ROCK BANDS!!
THESE ARE MY FAVORITE BANDS AND SOME OF MY FAVORITE SINGLES
@BOCAJ Replied MAR 1
CONDOR44 - db
Psara - Trilogy
Minkis - This Would Be Much Easier If You Loved Me
Title Fight - Safe in your skin-Where am I
Title Fight - Numb, But I Still Feel It
Last Chance - Sarcasm
The Hated - Someone
The Sea, The Sea - Walk Alone
The Pine - Down Below
Jerry Joiner (Girlfriends) - Lake Loops
Girlfriends - Untitled #6
The Lazarus Plot - Ending Time
Hyakkei - kagefumi